ITS UP TO ME FOR WHAT I WANT TO WRITE
Graphics ;
Photoshop CS2
pretty much the stuff that gals need. dun be surprised .. i am a gal , eh nope a lady .laughs.
anyway there were fotos taken and one taken without my notice by photograher sharon . it was pretty nice though . yep i like will try to get hold of it.
hmm . this is gonna be a pretty long entry i guess...
life isnt going as well as i hoped to be. well . i keep things to myself. and still manages to give a big smile when something inside hurts. i put on a false front. and unfortunately, i am nt as strong as i appear to be. emotional breakdowns are getting more frequent and i hate it. i try to feel better and comfort myself when all then do i realised how big of a social circle there is for me. its pretty much those very little ppl who can manage to squeeze a heart to heart talk wif me. not that they bother it is. its pretty much rainy days for these few months for me that is. quarrels, faults yep driving me nuts. am i getting to used to his companionship and turning posseive. shit i dun wanna noe. its probably those kinda time when i tell some one that ' u noe when the time is about to come some symtoms would surface' yep and e symtoms are u noe wat la. any way .. iam constantly reminding myself, i need to SHOP and i want to shop. got to start SAVING or get a clothes fee or something lik dat . its like when u get to engross in something u forget another .
school is definitely a yuck yuck for me. hmm . really really finding it so hard when others are finding it a ease . promos are coming . i need to buck up =)
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