its been a pretty long time since i last blogged. so itry to update more often yeah ?


anyway. things are pretty much over for the 2 of us. so people dun ask me any more things about him yeah. i am sick of quarrelling with him and no longer want to be in anyway irritated/ agitated associated with the matters of love etc. one thing is for sure. nothing stays the same. people change things change. those that you once held on so dearly too, you come to realise what are you doing?i mean , we are quarrelling over minor things let spending time together. i want to spend time together. he didnt keep his word most of the time. we have very different timetables due to the fact that we are in different schools( i hate SP). i meaning, its nerve wreaking for me and i am constantly breaking down in tears. i have commitments, i have tests, i am sitting for my 'a's this year. i mean, whats the use of me holding on if our problems keep recurring. i dun want to be the person of last resort. keep your word and promise. yes. its partly my fault cause i am over demanding in various areas but surely, keeping your word is not a hard thing yeah? i dont think i can cope with any of this any longer. currently if you still decide that its my fault then its okay cause i am used to it. people always thinks that grace is always the one at fault and never the other party. let me not forget to remind you that these are superficial people who jugdes a book by its cover and never by the true content from within. the words from these people would strike nothing against me as to me. i dun care how people judge me. i make decisions for myself. i finally realised that promises are menat to be broken and no longer believe in a fairy tale ending.

Labels: DESTRESS, EXAMS, good bye dear., SCHOOL, SINGLE