heyhey.

ya. i admit . was pretty long since i last blogged. well . things are not going just as well as i hope but things were fabulous yesterday !! (btw. it was teacher's day but didnt mange to see any teachers again . gosh !)

anyway . went back home to change to meet shui hui waner sharon, cheryl catherine at doby ghaut. yep. e six of us went for a movie - Lovewreck. its okay la. so ya. had wonderful time after that at starbucks where we start our 'bitching session' . boy . its pretty amazing how much thing u noe/ dun noe through the past 4 years of sec sch life.but it was fun though to share all e information that u got to noe. our comments.. theres was lots of laughter . yep .but our little session was not enough definitely . will try to find another time 2 get together . i want more sessions !! =) been a pretty long time since i laughed so much . ended e day by goining dinner wif zhen and waner. hee. 'saw' some ' images' laughs.


after yesterday, i realised.
i am serious in need of

1. CLOTHES( despite my big closet full )
2. SHOES
3. MORE BAGS ( smaller ones say handbags)
4. yah btw i need to lose weigh！！gosh. e amount of extra weight accumulating is terrible.lolx

pretty much the stuff that gals need. dun be surprised .. i am a gal , eh nope a lady .laughs.

anyway there were fotos taken and one taken without my notice by photograher sharon . it was pretty nice though . yep i like will try to get hold of it.

hmm . this is gonna be a pretty long entry i guess...

life isnt going as well as i hoped to be. well . i keep things to myself. and still manages to give a big smile when something inside hurts. i put on a false front. and unfortunately, i am nt as strong as i appear to be. emotional breakdowns are getting more frequent and i hate it. i try to feel better and comfort myself when all then do i realised how big of a social circle there is for me. its pretty much those very little ppl who can manage to squeeze a heart to heart talk wif me. not that they bother it is. its pretty much rainy days for these few months for me that is. quarrels, faults yep driving me nuts. am i getting to used to his companionship and turning posseive. shit i dun wanna noe. its probably those kinda time when i tell some one that ' u noe when the time is about to come some symtoms would surface' yep and e symtoms are u noe wat la. any way .. iam constantly reminding myself, i need to SHOP and i want to shop. got to start SAVING or get a clothes fee or something lik dat . its like when u get to engross in something u forget another .

school is definitely a yuck yuck for me. hmm . really really finding it so hard when others are finding it a ease . promos are coming . i need to buck up =)

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