i just got off the phone with him. i gave him the chance and he didnt reply to it. fine. naturally. i called the last time for a clean break. we had a pretty heated arguement and sadly , its my fault again. to him, i am the domineering one. to him, i only want him to be with me. i dun like himto turn up for school be with his friends and family. its really fcuk fuck fuck going off in my head when i heard him say these. i want him to keep his words and keep me accompany. damn. is it that fault? why is it grace always the one in fault. i dun like ast minute changes i dun like late night outs for him. damn it la. i 'm really pissed off this time.i am having a super heavy head right now. i am so just on the edge of breaking down. but the stupid problem just doesnt go. i mean is it fair to make last minute changes all the time? i am sick of this behavior. let me reliterate my point. to the girls out there, there is no true prince charming no happily ever after. prince charming will all turn into ugly toads after wooing the gal and not treat them as well as before. those sweet and honey words would transform into words cold and hard filled with attitude. an attitude that one can barely stand. i am not saying that its something that happened to him, its just that snownflakes would roll into snowball. so big that no on has the energy and ability to stop it.

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