in approximately 10 hours i would be back in jurong junior college to face the much dreaded moment. yes. at 2.30 pm tomorrow, i would have to face my teachers to receive that slip of paper that would determine the rest of my life , my A levels result.
looking back at the year 2007, i have to admit it has not been a fruitful year. i felt strained both physical and mentally, despite the fact that i didnt have many matters to attend to. i was a reluctant student. without an onuce of drive to spurr myself on. needless to say, i did not spend the amount of effort that is required for one to excel in examinations.
no doubt i'm ashamed and regretful about my behavior. and i would not be surprised to see a big fat F on my results slip. guess i was too full of myself then. the excuse i constantly gave myself to not being able to concentrate was that i wasnt doing what i wanted. i wished for a poly life rather than one in jc. excuses are always excuses and they do not excuse one from any wrong they have done.
i'm overcomed with remorse and it doesnt help one single bit. i apologizes to all those teachers who have rendered their help throughout the way. i'm really sorry .
i'm wrong and not entittled to any form of sympathy.
